Monsters in my head got me feeling like I'm crazy
Monsters in my head got a hold upon my brain meat
Monsters in my head and in my soul, they gon take me
Monsters in my head
Monsters in my head, I'm a goner, got me fading
Blame the alcohol or all the anger from the waiting
Man I'm in a hole, I'm finna fold, I feel em preying
Monsters in my head
Shaggy, man, he
Knowing something bout them monsters
In my head I got em flowing out it's awful
Laid up, woke, ain't no more nappin
They get hella active, when I keep my eyes closed
Deep in sleep they stay reminding me
Of every crappy thing, that ever happened to me
And they point and laugh , while I'll be tossing, turning
Till I wake up sweating, looking over at a pill bottle
I'm in deep regret, I tried act like I'm so apathetic
But I'm haunted by the apparitions from them victims
That I had when I was switching, turned into a killer
From the way the people had me tripping, all the hatred
Spreading like a sickness, flipping it on niggas who ain't even in the thick of it
But still I'm living wicked, not a soul off limits
And I ain't talking bout no Frankenstein
When deep inside my mind, it's a horror story, I'm getting by
Barely, it's really scaring me, how I done went and bent the line
I swore I'd never cross, but I did it, about a million times
Never getting a rewind
Ain't no wonder why I be passing time with these written rhymes
God it's therapeutic, I need it to keep the demons quiet
Anytime they out and about, I can feel my feelings die
Monsters in my head got me feeling like I'm crazy
Monsters in my head got a hold upon my brain meat
Monsters in my head and in my soul, they gon take me
Monsters in my head
Monsters in my head, I'm a goner, got me fading
Blame the alcohol or all the anger from the waiting
Man I'm in a hole, I'm finna fold, I feel em preying
Monsters in my head
Where they even come from
Hell, I think
Up out the sink
Now I got a gun drawn
Now the Bic is out of ink
How'd I let it go wrong
Sitting bleeding at the brink
And loading up another clip
To put inside my former shrink
Tried to kill me in my sleep
I never even got a wink
Instead I crack a bottle and I pour myself another drink
And now my head is hurting, I can't even stand to merely blink
What I gotta do to get em out, I'm feeling outta sync
I find it funny, being raised by Christians
How the world around me made me so submissive
Till I got all twisted, took a nine and gripped it
Thought of merking every prick, that caught me slippin
In my youth, it started with them pricks derisive
And it grew to physics, with a fist and lips split
All because the kid was such a misfit
But since then, I been a monster, licit
Monsters in my head got me feeling like I'm crazy
Monsters in my head got a hold upon my brain meat
Monsters in my head and in my soul, they gon take me
Monsters in my head
Monsters in my head, I'm a goner, got me fading
Blame the alcohol or all the anger from the waiting
Man I'm in a hole, I'm finna fold, I feel em preying
Monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
Got me on a ledge
Living on the edge
But I'm fed
Fulla Judas' bread
God he want me dead
Fulla dread
For the dark I bred
Lyrics that I said
Now I'm walking on a thread
With all these monsters in my head