BLVKOUT - How To Grieve Lyrics

I used to see these skies of blue, now I see dark grey
I drove myself to happiness but this is the wrong way
To watch a soul leave peacefully just hurts that much more
You told me don't be sad
But my heart's still sore
Tell me that's not real
Who do I call 'til I
See your face again
I'm giving in, I'm giving in again
I lost everything
Left with memories
You were my everything
You showed me how to love but you
Never showed me how to grieve
So desperate for your smile
Please come back to life
You made me want to laugh
But now I want to die
Where do I belong
How do I get by
It's like the devil caused this pain
It's eating me inside
Tell me that's not real
Who do I call 'til I
See your face again
I'm giving in, I'm giving in again
I lost everything
Left with memories
You were my everything
You showed me how to love but you
Never showed me how to grieve
I'm picking up the pieces that you left behind
You were the one that was 'post to
Stay by my side
Tell me that's it's not real
Why aren't you here still
I miss you so much
Tell me that's not real
Who do I call 'til I
See your face again
I'm giving in, I'm giving in again
I lost everything
Left with memories
You were my everything
You showed me how to love but you
Never showed me how to grieve
I lost everything
Left with memories
You were my everything
You showed me how to love but you
Never showed me how to grieve