BluVarity - LAMB Lyrics

We were happily, running through the summer trees
Thinking of you in my head, asking myself why'd you leave
I know that I've been over you, I just really miss my best friend
And I really need your presence, eventually we'll meet I sense it

Life is great, that's a lie
So much hate inside my mind
Life really sucks I wish I had a time machine
Maybe not to fix things but just to feel them twice at least, I'm always
Going through the motion, always causing a commotion
Always entering the ocean of regret, seemingly with no sweat
Down inside, big regret, didn't mean to startle you, apologies can we just have a truce
Because I never really wondered if it was meant to be
But it was pretty damn cool for me, trying my best and trying new things
Sadly that ruined everything between you and me, the pain that I need
And there's no guarantee there will ever be peace
But I'm trying my best to keep on reviving, what we had the other day and keep on climbing
To the best friends, there will ever f*cking be, but that meant not romantically
Cause people be asking what the f*ck is wrong, but I don't know what to say, so I'll keep going my way

Ride or die, my flow is wrong
I swear to god, I can't move on
My feelings are on overdrive
The thoughts in my head go on and on
Thoughts of suicide, often come inside
In my head when I just can't breathe, cause the thought of you and me just made me happy
But now its gone and that's alright

I've moved on from there I swear, I've been doing better since that chemical warfare
I've been hustling and I've been grinding
Ultimately changing for the better
I got depressed but its all good
I've almost ended it, dozens too
Thankfully though I got some friends with me
Helping me with something called anxiety
Had no clue what I was going through, cause it really just came out the blue
Like BluVarity we wouldn't happen without you
The good and the bad, you were my superman
So thank you for all the memories, as it showed me when I was truly happy
Without you, I don't know where id be

I don't know what to say anymore
I don't know where to go from here
All my life, I've grown to one damn thing
And if something happens, it's for a reason