BluVarity - King of Myself Lyrics

Hold the f*ck up, where am I
Is this a dream cause it's you and I
Coming together woah, again and forever yeah
My feelings don't make sense but that's alright with me I guess
Everybody asking me "how are you cause you never answer me"
Don't trip about me I'm solo tryna be happy but it don't work
I keep falling in the f*cking murk, with a small f*cking smurk
Cause I love the pain it's amazing, but the memories are fading
And truth is coming back, you hate me
You don't know how that makes
I can deal with it no more, it's hard
I can handle it no more, with all the shit that I be getting
Saying I'm a liar full of hatred
Had no friends for a while, didn't think that would happen twice in my life
I can believe it just flew by, oh my, don't cry
Cause I never expected more but I never expected less
Cause I don't know what lies ahead, whether that be death or a child
Family or two, give me a clue, tell me the truth, God give me the way, what do I say?

I don't know you but would I fall in love you with you, for all the f*cking things you do all night
Make me feel alright, hindering my eyesight
All I want to do is fight for you, make my dreams come true, would you just be my boo
It's alright don't be scared, take your time, just be aware
I'm not here forever, just for you though
Anything for you though
Play nice for you though
Keep myself for you oh, oh
Love of my life, I care about you
All I wanna do is see you smile
Ride or die I'm not afriad to see us in the f*cking aisle
Too early maybe, but can't you see you mean everything to me
You make me want to be better, stronger, smarter