Blush Response - Avulsion Lyrics

Perversion
Wasted my youth
I've done so many bad things
I don't recognize myself anymore
I wonder why I'm still here
I regret everything so much
Doing horrible things
Just to satisfy the need for you
I question why I can't control myself
But then I realize I'm a slave to you
Temptation, avulsion, flagrant addiction
Elation, perversion, surrender myself
All these years
Sitting, wondering, am I good enough?
And I still don't know
I can't get rid of this pain
In my heart
I can never let go
Temptation all over me
I'm wondering if I can resist the things I want from you
Temptation avulsion flagrant addiction
Elation, perversion, surrender myself
Temptation, avulsion, flagrant addiction
Elation, perversion, surrender myself
Destroy everything I ever loved
I want to know why it has
So much power over me
Why do I let it control me?
Why do I let it control me?
Why do I let it control me?
Why do I let it?
I'll never forgive myself
I'll never forgive myself
Never forgive myself