Left to my own devices
I take a walk to what might have been
And along the way
The rabbit hole invites me in
Walking back or right over the edge
Oh the beautiful calm of the horrible relief
Once upon a time the end
Everything in its place
Each cobblestone every smiling face
I slip I fall step on a crack
Something breaks don't know where I'm at
Walking back or right over the edge
Oh the beautiful calm of the horrible relief
Once upon a time the end
With each step those old tapes they still play
The same old tune the same old song as yesterday
And it keeps me hanging on to things that I knew were wrong
And it keeps me hanging on to feelings long since gone
And it keeps me hanging on
Too long
So strong
It's time I just get on
Walking back or right over the edge
Oh the beautiful calm of the horrible relief
Walking back or right over the edge
Oh the beautiful calm of the horrible relief
Once upon a time the end