Blue Spencer - br(ok)en Lyrics

I'm sitting zoned out
While everything is burning out
I wanna escape from all the pain
But every move seems vain

I'm broken inside
My life is all a lie

Depression destroys my mind
Anxiety is always behind
Smoking lonely in the night with tears in my eyes
I'm just a walking body with a broken heart
My memories are monsters under my bed

Friends disappeared
That's what i feared
I just hope they're okay

People seem to be blind
They say "it's all your mind"
But they don't know what it feels like

I wanna go back to what i call home
However nobody's there
Just brutal thoughts