God the one who there when no one's even there for me
God the one who care when no one even care for me
Anxiety goin' crazy but I'm prayin' for some peace
Some days it be hard but no one understandin' me
Workin' on my day off
Writin' everyday off
Prayin' one of these days that my career just go and take off
Some folks use my heart just to go ahead and drain off
Only care for my aesthetic so they go ahead and bank off
I don't even know if I'm really proud of me
Too many of my love ones turnt to enemies
How you turned into my opp? You was a fan of me
I was out here showin' love but you chose to be an enemy
Tryna get close to be the one who said they ended me
Never get no where with a heart full of jealousy
Lord blessed me with this life cause he knew that I was meant to be
Don't care to deal with some of y'all and I mean that disrespectfully
No one understands what be goin' through my mind
Yo,I seen too much to go and waste my time
When I tell the truth they tell a different side
Tryna copy off my aura like damn this shit wild
I still keep workin' even when my heart tired
This music is my life, tryna make my family proud
When I talk about my passed on love I still cry
After all these years, I wonder if I make him smile
Yo, I miss him everyday, I haven't seen him in a while
I would do anything to turn around and see his smile
I still got his phone number, I be tryna go and dial
Then I go and snap out of it and see he not around
I pray everyday, I don't drown in this depression
When I get a L, I bounce back, it's a lesson
Apart of me so cold, some times it's hard to show expression
I'm still hard on myself when I see the progression
I don't even know if I'm really proud of me
Too many of my love ones turnt to enemies
How you turned into my opp? You was a fan of me
I was out here showin' love but you chose to be an enemy
Tryna get close to be the one who said they ended me
Never get no where with a heart full of jealousy
Lord blessed me with this life cause he knew that I was meant to be
Don't care to deal with some of y'all and I mean that disrespectfully