Bloodveil - It's Me. It's All Me. Lyrics

So let me get this straight
You'll be miles away
After I've done so much for you, I guess there wasn't much to prove
I guess I should have known
That you'd leave me alone
And I know it was my mistake, you said we're nothing serious
But god knows
I'm cold
From how hopeless love can be
I wish it came to me so easily
But it's always touch and go
And then I decompose
So don't you try to tell me that you miss me right when you're about to leave
Because a lie like that won't save me
It'll only make my empathy bleed
Wait
Slow down
Give it to me straight
Before I waste away
Don't try to tell me that you wish that you could stay
Two can play this game, we'll lie to try and hurt less
Is this where it ends
Is this really it
You pulled me in only to vanish when I closed my eyes
Are you happy now
Are you f*cking proud
The messages that you sent will never be enough.
I served my purpose
It wasn't worth it
Now i'm torn up and there's nothing to bleed on
The numbness comes in waves
Taking away all of my pain
Only then can I contemplate
How to breathe and find my peace
I want to start again