Painful Video (MV)

But it doesn't have to be that way
Shameful
That I cannot let this feeling fade

Grit your teeth fight back the fear
Don't run away
Close your eyes and hide your face
I know you don't hear me anyway

Shameful
Cuz I know you heard this all yesterday
Painful
Cuz I lie and say I'm all OK

Tell a lie and fake a smile
It keeps you safe
Every time they try and pry just get up
Just f*ckin' walk away

I just wanted more
I sometimes feel life's a chore
But every single day I step out in the rain
Get my feet wet as I turn around and walk away

Its so damn hard to say goodbye
Goodbye