Blood Cries - Crazy Lyrics

It's crazy but I have all these people that think like me and have the same beliefs as me
Like an army marching down the streets
Your kids could look like me as I write this shit I punch my wall with my fist
I hope to set your mind on fire
How many other styles are you going to say Imma steal
To the rap mobile (na na na na na na na na)
I'm coming off my hinges I ain't got time for you playing around what is this
There must be a circus in town
All you faggots are walking around looking like clowns
At least there's a witness 'that me, testing 1,2,3'
Tell me what what the f*ck do you see the f*ck you got business here
I never felt disgusted since a autotune rapper told me
I invested shit into my music
I've felt hated and discrimination just because I'm breathing
When I only was 17 my momma kicked me out for not following her dumbass rules
Failed college scholarship I couldn't even get back into it because I had to switch schools
She even felt like she has to tell me that I was the reason my dad was addicted to heroine
But where the hell you been the late nights I'd cry myself asleep because I couldn't get life
I don't hate you mom I just think it's f*cked up to tell your kid
I just take off the lid of an old box of memories you gave me
I'm glad you're doing better now
I don't want you to stay up crying or leave a frown
I just wanna tell you it feels good to be back
I tried to keep this shit simple but I had to release this info
I'm no boogeyman of rap but I'm tired so let me take a nap
I started out with ambience but now you're going to have to call an ambulance because
I'm gonna murder the facts I'm gonna tie you up and throw you on the train track
Or maybe just slit your throat while your gasp
That's why I open a window and let a draft in so it doesn't smell
I dwell on every word
So here clean yourself with a single napkin
There's nothing you can do to me stab me or shoot me
I'm going to war with all you who say I sound like shady and you'll question what for
But I already stunned her I wrap my sides like a soldier
Even my heart breaks and crumbles I will not slip or stumble
I walk into a fire and still not fall
Say goodbye to you all
Didn't see a 9 aimed at me while I drift away and swallowed the whole bottle
Wake up hours later hearing the sirens of an ambulance as
I pick myself off the ground I find myself on an operating table and
Think you guys would be just fine without me
Here's the funny thing I died from a splinter
I'm at the center of attention oh I'm so bitter
Grew up in a broken home with no control and rap to let me go
Life could be so much great if parents didn't teach with hate
That's why most these kids live a sinister fate
They grab a gun and debate it to pull the trigger in the night it's so f*cked up ain't it
If you want me to save you I'll be your Superman
I rap about the problems in my life and with the trouble youth
Most of us live an internal doom