Blonde Sunday - Run Lyrics

You want me to open up, and I'm trying I swear, but I'd rather just talk about you
You say that I haven't given you much of me, and, I haven't it's true
But as we sit inside this restaurant
And your finger twirls upon your glass
I don't really think that you do
I worry if I told you everything in my head you would get up and leave
I've kept most of myself hidden away, I am not what you think
And it's selfish of me to keep on seeing you but I can't help myself
I have always been weak
How can you look at me like that, don't you see what I am?
I should save you from myself but I don't know if I can
Kick off your heels and run through the door
Get in your car, push the gas to the floor
Get your things from the house, find a different man
Darling just run away as fast as you can
Run away and never look back
Lock the doors to your Cadillac
Don't check your mirrors so that you don't see
The tears in my eyes as I watch you leave
I'll take you, I'll hate you, I'll use you, I'll break you, and all along you'll keep loving me
I'll start showing up late and then making you wait, I won't give you anything
And you'll sit inside this restaurant, and your fingers will twirl upon the glass
And then you'll get up and leave
I'll tell you I'm sorry but won't really mean it, you'll tell me that you understand
But you can't put up with my wandering eyes and my unfaithful hands
You tell me that I make you safe, but I'm the monster in your bed
I should leave but I can't
Don't you say you love me, that's a big mistake
Don't you try and fix me, darling you're too late
Kick off your heels and run through the door
Get in your car, push the gas to the floor
Get your things from the house, find a different man
Darling just run away as fast as you can
Run away and never look back
Lock the doors to your Cadillac
Don't check your mirrors so that you don't see
The tears in my eyes as I watch you leave
It always starts out so nice but then we just fight
I'll bring you flowers and we'll talk for hours
But I'll treat you like crap and one day you'll snap
To slamming doors and glass on the floor
Kick off your heels and run through the door
Get in your car, push the gas to the floor
Get your things from the house, find a different man
Darling just run away as fast as you can
Run away and never look back
Lock the doors to your Cadillac
Don't check your mirrors so that you don't see
The tears in my eyes as I watch you leave
'Cause I can't watch you leave
Oh, why do you leave?
Oh, but you've got to leave