Blonde Sunday - Friends Lyrics

It's over and there's no blame but I'm still sad
I guess I always knew that it wouldn't last
We go to different schools, it's a bit of a drive
But I'd never be happy if I never tried
I drove 40 minutes to your football game
But I didn't mind, I thought that you felt the same
Until you said I'd like him, that he's a great guy
And I'm sure he is but now I want to die
I didn't drive through traffic just to feel out of place
I don't care for football, I went to see your face
You dropped your pompoms, I said "congrats on the win"
But it was obvious you were more excited for him
And it kills me to go and see you give him a hug
And it kills me to know that I was not enough
You're perfect to me and I'll never hurt you
So I'll set you free but I won't desert you
To be around you is all that I need
But it breaks my heart you found better than me
Remember those stupid things I did for you
I woke up at five to drive to our rendezvous
But I always drove up, you never came down
I guess only one of us wants the other around
And I'm not angry that you're not in love
I guess I'm just sad I thought it was more than it was
And I'm sure I'll move on but part of me
Will always love you, I'm so melancholy
And now when I text you it kills me inside
When you asked how was I'm sorry I lied
'Cause nobody else could ever compare
When I see you I still stop and stare
You were the closest thing to heaven above
So how could I have ever been enough?
You're perfect to me and I'll never hurt you
So I'll set you free but I won't desert you
To be around you is all that I need
But it breaks my heart you found better than me
I couldn't eat breakfast 'cause I felt so sick
I couldn't get dressed, it felt like nothing fit
I didn't sleep, I lay thinking in bed
About how it's over, what I should've done instead
I really do love you, I'm glad we're still friends
I wish you the best but I can't pretend
That I don't wish it had gone differently
'Cause when I wish you the best I wish it was me
Now that it's over there's heartache
But what we had, that wasn't fake
So although it sucks that I'm all alone
I'm glad that you happened to me even so
All I've ever wanted was to love and be loved
And when our fingers intertwined I knew that was enough
You're perfect to me and I'd never hurt you
So I'll set you free but I won't desert you
To be around you is all that I need
But it breaks my heart you found better than me