Blaze Cobalt - Désolé Lyrics

See we was once two people of the same kind
Never used to trip off stupid shit when we could stay high
I would roll the blunt and pack it up with way more than for two
Spark it up and take a tote, now we gone to the moon
F*ckin' with you cuz' you never let 'em tell you how to move
But if she ever swept me off my feet I'd call an audible
Cuz I could never find the one for me man that's impossible
I would rather kick it by my lonely 'cuz that's all I know
But you always had my back when I was down and I ain't have no one around
You was the one to keep me up when they was tryna bring me down
But I ain't ever gave enough and kept the company around
But they ain't nothing to me now, I guess it's something to be found
I know it's heaven above, but down here we got hell to pay
The consequences of every action gon carry full weight
Wasted time on needless distraction come back to bite you
I been tryna find a purpose but don't know what to apply to
Cuz really, really, really, it's no meaning in life
And that's the beauty of it, ain't nobody locking your sight
You gotta learn to be bold, you gotta do what you like
You gotta focus on a goal, you can't be wasting your life
But that's the problem, I guess I had trouble finding what I want
And by the time I had it sorted, we was way too far apart
And all the signs I just ignored them, I ain't wanna live my life that way
Guess this exactly what I wanted, this the price I pay
But I don't got no time to second guess all my decisions
Imma keep it moving, make sure that I'm sticking to the vision
I got money on my mind and I see it all the time
It's them dolla' dolla' signs, yea they got me in a bind
Tryna, yea, tryna get it on my own
I don't pay no mind to none these bitches on my phone
Know they ain't gon be with me the long way
I guess that's why they look at me the wrong way

See we was once two people of the same kind
I could always f*ck with you cuz we was on the same grind
Had our minds stuck to the vision of a life worth living
Where the rims keep spinnin' and the fam stay grinnin'
And I ain't even 21, this ain't even the beginning
But imma get it till I'm gone, and that's always been the mission
I gotta set an example, I gotta give 'em a sample
Of what these nigga would trample if I ain't built for the gamble
But what if.. what if.. what if this ain't what I really want
What if I'm sticking to the script 'cuz this is all I got
Cuz really none of my studies is what I'm passionate 'bout
I be tryna shut up and do the work but it's gassing me out
Cuz you gotta go to school, and to work, and you gotta get paid
Maybe flip a couple bricks, you can get it anyway
Writing all my feeling cuz its therapy
I could give a f*ck 'bout your opinions, you aint scaring me, no lord

But they act like this is really what they want lord
I been in and out complacency, I ain't gon front lord
And I'm tryna be the best version of me
I know the times changes, but I ain't quitting the weed, I'm sorry

Mama I'm sorry
I start to trip when I'm popping off molly
Know I been smoking up way too much weed
Ain't even know what to do when you saw me
Don't know what I want, but know what I need
Need to keep burning down all of these trees
Need to stop pouring up all that Bacardi
Need to stop purpin' when I'm off the bean
That's all I got, mama I'm sorry