Blasé - the reveal Lyrics

So what the f*ck was that?
Seems between the two of us, you're the f*cking rat
Controlling my head, with the things that you said
The only thing it did, was making my tears shed

So was it all a lie?
All time I wasted
You were the apple of my eye

Because what if
I took the chance and did I it
What if I wasn't so shy and scared every minute

I wish you felt the same way I did
All the pain, all the shame that I hid
I wish you feel the things that i feel
Especially the pain when I knew your love wasn't real

Oh, oh, when your love wasn't real
Oh, oh, oh