blankstate. - i didn't know Lyrics

Still holding out for progress
But taking two steps away
Only changing in selfish ways
Can it still be a mistake
To put you in such a place
Where I made you feel guilty
For something you never said
Like you owe me the sentiment
Of trying to make amends
But I don't think I'll understand
This selfish cycle I'm in
I made you feel so useless
Just because I did
Something's overwhelming me
I blame it all on lack of sleep
You speak so kindly to me
You speak so kindly to me
Something's overwhelming me
How I peel back skin and round my teeth
You speak so kindly to me
You speak so kindly to me
Something's overwhelming me
To the point where I stopped listening
You speak so kindly to me
You speak so kindly to me
I just wanted to have fun
Change the world and make it a better place
But I just made everything worse
What's that make me
Picking fights on everything
Making bruises on open palms
You deserve to resent me
What's that make me
Picking fights on everything
Making bruises on open palms
You deserve to resent me
For this lack of compassion
He had fallen back into Hell