Blake Rain - Clown Lyrics

I'm a clown, I chase after people that don't chase me and they're always looking down
I'm a clown, I get crushes on people who think that I am weak, say my name like a noun
I'm a clown, don't make good decisions on people that I date, dude look around
I'm a clown, I eat at Taco Bell, then don't find a restroom, underwear brown
I'm a clown
Make a lot of mistakes in different places
Can't eat a lot of food because I have braces
So many fake people I can't forget faces
Some friendships are tied up like shoe laces
How come every girl doesn't want to date me?
Every single popular girl hates me
Why does every father figure got to shape me?
Why does every Lego set got to make me?
Oh, I think I know more about American girls
Or at least middle schools one, wear fake pearls
Take a break, hit a Juul in the bathroom
Like, "What the heck, guys, don't do it in the crap room"
I be showing off in the arts and crafts room
Make a beat, rap a bit in the afternoon
I do my best in the spring like I'm a bloom
Then get swept under the fridge like an ice cube
I'm screaming out Alexa like a girl is gonna answer
My life is doing cartwheels for no reason, like a dancer
I do a lot, don't make any money, free lancer
I'm not famous, Photoshop my self onto a banner
I'm a winner, pull up the chicken dinner
Don't make any sense, like eating ice cream in the winter
Something bad, I'm a sinner, pull out the fidget spinner
Take me back to 16 when I was just a beginner
I'm a clown, my life would be better if, like a mime, it didn't have any sound
I'm a clown, I get friend-zoned so much that I can't ask someone out
I'm a clown, I spend my teenage years drooling over girls when they don't make a sound
I'm a clown, I played Fortnite a few months, and when I talk about it, I round down
I'm a clown
A girl stopped liking me a week ago
Three exes in a row, like Tic Tac Toe
I can't find the right one, but can't let the one go
But then one asks me out, and I say no
Way José, what you want me to say?
Like an old English dude, bruh "Nay, Nay, Nay"
Every time I see a girl, I'm like "Hey, Hey, Hey"
And when they see me like "Go away, way, way"
But I'm a clown, I do an act called going underwater then I stay down and drown
I'm a clown, my songs are catchy, then they're annoying, like Bruno Mars "Uptown"
I'm a clown, but everyone knows who I am in my area, live in a small town
I'm a clown, after I blow up the only place my career will go is down
I'm a clown