Blake Kole - Ants Lyrics

Tell my face not to change when I'm telling lies
Want to cut up the rug but I'm paralyzed
I was looking to save myself at the same time
Throw up my guts and fall into place
I know it's a crutch, but it's calming
I resent the fact that I'm always
In charge of stepping out of the way of my own light
Is now the right time to say

That I've started a trend
Starting to see
Starting a band
Starting a me
Starting to run
Starting to scream
Starting to fail
Starting to see
Starting to feel like I'm the only one who knows how to pick up the piece
Now I've started a fire
Started a scene
Starting to take time at keeping things
Don't call it falling, call it slipping away
Because everybody needs eyes in the back of their head
And everybody's got an ass for a mouth instead
I wanted to feel
Wanted to feed
Wanted to laugh
Wanted to cheat
One at a time, wanted to leave
I've been in a little routine where my habits ruled me
I was thinking about Daughters while I'm sucking concrete through a straw

I look at all sometimes, this ain't right
Got a bag under both eyes
I can tell where the fault lies
But it's waste if you don't try
I will breathe when it feels right
Climb a tree to see new heights
I'll be safe from the ant bites
But these ants climb, don't they?

So I'm starting to run
Starting to see
Starting to come
Starting to leave
Restart it for me
Pardon my reach
Pardon my french
But f*ck out of my feed
Get all my shame and go

Yeah you know
I was a friend
I was a fiend
I was a door
I was a screen
Locked in a cell
Locked on a beat
I was asleep
I wasn't dead
I was indeed
I got it bad
I got it bad
I want to talk through it
But pardon my reach
Pardon this freak
I was simple, let it run into me
I have a little sick twist, don't let it take over me
I've had a little temptation, don't be talking to me
You're talking to me and
I know
I know
I got no actions to show

But I can't take it starting again
Throw out these seeds
I've been in bed
I've been in need
Get it for free
I got something to see so now
Just go, go, go