Blake Crovelle - 23 Lyrics

I'll be anybody but myself
I've always been an actor
I guess I never dealt
With some things that have been weighing on me
Lately I've been
Noticing some things about myself I need to change

Remember when I used to go to church
I believed in God, god I wish it didn't hurt
When I prayed and I heard nothing in return
They said it's just your timing and I shouldn't be concerned

Lusting over northern lights
Under westcoast satellites
Hating everywhere I live
I miss the home I grew up in
I stare myself down in the mirror and wonder how I landed here
Am I where I should be?

I wish I could release another song
I'm blinded by perfection
But perfection takes to long.
I guess I'll go and write another verse.
(until my fingers hurt)
I write too many songs
I fear they never will be heard.
I wish I could've been a better son
(there's so much more that I could've done)
Even though my parents say they're proud of all I've done.
Each day I find it harder to believe
(do you believe in me? do I believe in me?)
I've got time I'm only 20, but I'm 23


Maybe
Maybe I'm the one that's crazy
Maybe I'm the one that hates me
Maybe I'm the one that doubts me
Maybe I'm the one that doubts me