3 A.M. and sticking to a leather couch in fear
A thud outside a feeling I am frozen in time
I'll try to forgive
But everything I bear will ruin me
Holding your head just to stop the bleeding
I cannot undo this
(It's f*cking useless)
Please don't die
I went and I tried to hide my face, face in the dark
I went and I couldn't cry at all until it would hurt
Pressure it's building I can feel it rise
It's not your fault
Sleepless and helpless wondering if you died
I'm just like you
It's not your fault I couldn't save you
Severed my life from this hell
You've left your mark on me
Trapped in your life a need to be free
I'll take it with me
My sad beginnings
Trauma pending
By your disease
An act so lonely
Completely desperate
You tried to warn me
I didn't listen