Take out the distance, let the fire fall
Deep and shallow, desire pulls us through
To seek One, is only false or true
Well it's nothing, all that I've given
Played the Soldier, and I tried hell
Met the blacklight dreaming for Glory
Slave to rules, ruin of man
Hate for what was given, I bid the fire come
Bathed and swallowed in hallow medicine
The truths of what I am
It's nothing, all that I've given
Met the Savior, and I chose hell
Paid the blacklight angel, dearly
But through it all, you never left me there
You never left me there
I've been praying, that I won't be buried with this
That I won't be broken by it
That you will deliver from this
And I learn how to forgive. How to forgive myself