Just let me be, he's got a hold on me
My beautiful loner i'm his he's mine
I'll die a dozen deaths trying to find my way back to him
My dark lover snow covered other
That I lost in a storm trying to make my way back home
I won't settle for the ordinary
With him it's deep and heady
And I like that high i'm ready
To take him I want him
I need him in my veins
I know it's insane
But I'm a junky...
Just let me be, he's got a hold on me
Just let me be, I don't want to be free
So, I've discovered that I can't I love another
He's a habit, I can't break it, he's a drug and i can't shake it
He's my soul lover and i'll wait forever
I'll live a thousand life times trying to get my way back with it
So, I won't settle for the ordinary
With him it's deep and heady
And I like that high i'm ready
To take him I want him
I need him in my veins
I know it's insane
But I'm a junky...
Just let me be, he's got a hold on me
Just let me be, I don't want to be free
Sometimes we don't know what we've got until we lose it
Then we spend a life time trying to replace it, rewind, erase it
But, I stand firmly committed to being acquitted of the crime
Of being blind and losing what's mine, good love when I had it
So, I won't settle for the ordinary
With him it's deep and heady
And I like that high i'm ready
To take him I want him
I need him in my veins
I know it's insane
But I'm a junky...
Just let me be, he's got a hold on me
Just let me be, I don't want to be free