B.Jay - 19 Lyrics

I let you borrow my sorrows
We live today for tomorrow
Too conscious for ferragamo
I'm sober letting my mind float
Kanye I feel like Pablo
In again where my Pops go
We cry with a grin, cause this shol' ain't the world that I know
As time excels I prevail, avail, and ail
Aided myself, I learned stories they wouldn't tell
Just to yell mine
One gram and jail time
I knew more than the cops did
Generational sh*t got arrested like Gramps and Pops did
I gained respect but then lost it from those that matter most
But rest assured, I ain't deterred
Ducking off like I got a ghost
Parking lot pimpin'
H2O sippin'
Remix the mist and relive it
Mistake it and I'm defending
Like politicians if you don't do nothing just pay ya dues
Be-Jay knew to pull a tech before he ever tied his shoes
Just a call away
Was never easy getting money, Penny Hardaway
Pissed by peions, police, and people
Know evil, ego they feed you
Sit down let people defeat you
Don't laugh at another failures, attentive to what they teach you
Be quiet they don't believe you
Walls can talk but they see through
Build with bricks oil' they breach you
I'm shooting back cause it's lethal (Ah!)
Cruise through the city in stole-o's , that ain't my car
We living like it was here, I still chase my dreams like it's far
Now I hear be K. Lamar, be J. Cole in a way
Got released on a PR (Bond) dropped my mixtape the same day
Now disarray or a this a way, clarity where I'm headed
Too knowing to be mislead (It)
Kanye I'm feeling like Pablo
In again where my pops go
I cry with a grin, cause this shol' ain't the world that I know
I been thinking my life worth living
My egun show me I'm different
These guns I'm popping my clips in been dumping in my defensive
Through distance and repetition
Definition and deformation, push death out my system
Situations within this nation got me contemplatin', conflicted
Age and changing position
Visions prolific projectin' how deep the pen get (Get)
And no more flocking or talking
Need better options and topics to boost the roots of my logic
Losing myself was a process
Finding myself ultimatum
My Unc' said you gotta play em
And fingers up to who hate em
We all got our reasons
Tickets, taxes, and treason
He been back for a season
But I'm here for a reason
6ever better so long as the outcome cheddar stay bumpin' us like Coachella ish
Yesterday I was 9 now I'm 19 time moving hella quick
Caress the cash then we dash never severe the mirror clever
Wondering how people die when your legacy live forever
Now I'm just ventin', burnin' off all this steam
Stay true to moral decision,
But I'm too conscious for ferragamo
I'm too conscious for ferragamo (Aye)
(Aye) I let you borrow my sorrows
We live today for tomorrow
Too conscious for ferragamo
I'm sober letting my mind float
Kanye I feel like Pablo
In again where my pops go
I cry with a grin, cause this shol' ain't the world that I know
I let you borrow my sorrows
We live today for tomorrow
Too conscious for ferragamo
Sober letting my mind float
Kanye I feel like Pablo
In again where my pops go
I cry with a grin, cause this shol' ain't the world that I know (Aye, aye)
Uh-huhh
Aye, Aye
We out