Today I'm feeling perfectly strange
Happiness polluting my brain
Today I'm feeling kind of okay
So why do I feel so out of place
Choking on my guilt and my shame
Drawing circles chasing my tail
Shallow water drowning again
Picture perfect day in my head
Today I'm feeling perfectly strange
Happiness polluting my brain
Today I'm feeling kind of okay
So why do I feel so out of place
Habits leaving scars on my brain
Rearrange and process the pain
Pills to take the colour away
Leave me here alone in the grey
Today I'm feeling perfectly strange
Happiness polluting my brain
Today I'm feeling kind of okay
So why do I feel so out of place
Tension on the edge of a blade
Lay it all to rest in the shade
Trust in god and you will be saved
Let the light take you far away