Livin like I'm different
But really I'm the same
Actin like I'm happy
But really I'm in pain
Lookin for real love
Guess I caint obtain
Feelin f*ckin empty
Really it's a shame
Too much on my plate
Really I can't handle it
Too much on my mind
Wish I could abandon it
Too much on my plate
Really I can't handle it
Too much on my mind
Wish I could abandon it
Bitches always playin games
Leave me in my head
Wake up in the morning
Wishin I was dead
Lookin back stupid things
Wish I never said
I cannot look ahead
Feelin even lower
Cuts up down my wrist
Guess I'll never show her
Lookin for some real ass love
Guess I'll never know her
Every time I feel hurt
Shit be goin slower
Cuts up down my wrist
Guess I'll never show her
Livin like I'm different
But really I'm the same
Actin like I'm happy
But really I'm in pain
Livin like I'm different
But really I'm the same
Actin like I'm happy
But really I'm in pain
Hate that she happy
Cuz I still be in pain
Hit me on the DM
Probably just another game
Said it wouldn't work
Really it's f*ckin a shame
Love it when I'm broken
Never say her name
Im better off dead
Said the voice in my head
Cuz Im hanging from a thread
Pain has only spread
My Darkness is ahead
Myself bloodshed
My Stress widespread
My hearts dead
Bitches always playin games
Leave me in my head
Wake up in the morning
Wishin I was dead
Lookin back stupid things
Wish I never said
I cannot look ahead
Feelin even lower
Cuts up down my wrist
Guess I'll never show her
Lookin for some real ass love
Guess I'll never know her
Every time I feel hurt
Shit be goin slower
Cuts up down my wrist
Guess I'll never show her
Livin like I'm different
But really I'm the same
Actin like I'm happy
But really I'm in pain
Livin like I'm different
But really I'm the same
Actin like I'm happy
But really I'm in pain
Bitches always playin games
Leave me in my head
Wake up in the morning
Wishin I was dead
Lookin back stupid things
Wish I never said
I cannot look ahead
Feelin even lower
Cuts up down my wrist
Guess I'll never show her
Lookin for some real ass love
Guess I'll never know her
Every time I feel hurt
Shit be goin slower
Cuts up down my wrist
Guess I'll never show her
Bitches always playin games
Leave me in my head
Wake up in the morning
Wishin I was dead
Lookin back stupid things
Wish I never said
I cannot look ahead
Feelin even lower
Cuts up down my wrist
Guess I'll never show her
Lookin for some real ass love
Guess I'll never know her
Every time I feel hurt
Shit be goin slower
Cuts up down my wrist
Guess I'll never show her yeah