Can't write the songs I used to
'Cause I'm lucid in my state of mind
I cut some ties I tried to
But there's wounds that I can't leave behind
I wanna be high
Like Cinnamon Mulholland Drive
My enemy's on the inside
It's bleedin' me, bleedin' me dry
That's my baggage
This shit gets hard to manage
I'm carryin' a casket
There's no other way
My heart so calloused
I'm broken, bruised and damaged
Gave up on feelin' balanced
But dammit, that's my baggage
My heavy, heavy baggage
(My heavy, heavy baggage)
(My heavy, heavy)
I wish it wasn't all true
I'm so cynical and miserable, stay away
God, after all I've been through
It's a miracle I can even pray
I wanna be high
Like Cinnamon Mulholland Drive
But I just can't be who I'm not anyway
That's my baggage
This shit gets hard to manage
I'm carryin' a casket
There's no other way
My heart so calloused
I'm broken, bruised and damaged
Gave up on feelin' balanced
But dammit, that's my baggage
My heavy, heavy baggage
My heavy, heavy baggage
Can't write the songs I used to
Whoa
That's my baggage
This shit gets hard to manage
I'm carryin' a casket
There's no other way
My heart so calloused
I'm broken, bruised and damaged
Gave up on feelin' balanced
But dammit, that's my baggage
Yeah, that's my baggage
Heavy
Oh, yeah
Heavy, heavy baggage
My heavy, heavy baggage