The Binds - Cold Side of Heaven Lyrics

I always thought of what once was
What has now disappeared
Oh the joy of but a memory
What I've fought, what I've feared
I could never seem to fill the void
It was just a bluff
I feel so cold, I feel so blind
But loneliness is just enough

Heaven never felt so cold
Got chills through my bones
Why would I want to live
Got nothing left to give

If it's the calm before the storm
I'm still afraid I am still unborn
The emptiness inside of me
Is just a shell of what I could be
Always still fear what I've become
A hypocrite who can't hold on
I won't accept this fall from grace
Until I change, I will remain

As I try to, pick up the pieces
Scattered blissfully, along the path
Things had gone astray and you, thought I'd come running back

I need some time to
To re-establish
Painting portraits of, a solid state
My mosaic now is crumbling, at the hands
Of your fate

Heaven never felt so cold
Got chills through my bones
Why would I want to live
Got nothing left to give