Billy Grimes - Fragile Lyrics

Aye look I really wanted too
But now I don't
There's a lot of things I'm going through
Though it never shows
I just put it on my shoulders
I won't ever fold
I know I said I'd stop
But cant let it go
God I really want to do this
Could you let me know
If you really want this for me
Or if it needs to go
God is she the one for me
Am I getting close
Am I asking what you want
Cause I don't even know
Why am I enclosed
Am I on the right path
Am I even close
I would give up all I got
For a little hope
Cause the futures getting dark and scary
I don't think we'll ever grow
Into what you want
I feel I'm the chosen one
I know I got a gift
I can't even front
How come every time I feel I'm loved
I just up and run
I can't give them what they want
Only me I know that's not enough
Everything I touch I ruin
I been feeling dumb and stupid
Hypocrite im ignorant
I'm so freaking sick of it
Wish I was born different
Instead I'm feeling like i'm different
I wish that I was fitting in
But it was you who put the difference in
So why am I complaining
Why I'm tryna change it
Why I'm feeling jaded
I could ask you what's the plan
But know you'd never say it
Tell me why you staying silent if you heard my prayers
God if you can save me
Why'd you never change it
Aren't you never changing
I know i'm not supposed to question
But I'm going crazy
All I've ever had is music
Then I found a lady
And now we both are ruined
Cause my overthinking
And no I don't do it
But I feel like drinking
And I know it's stupid
But I feel so vacant
I took a leap of faith
And then I hit the pavement
And now the problems that I'm facing
Seem to make me grow complacent
How I'm supposed to change a situation knowing it don't need to change
No we don't need continuation
I just need to walk away
I know it's hard to go through loss
But I just need to find the strength
We take the risk ignore the cost
That everything just fades away
The warming heart it turns to frost
And then begins to slowly break
Start to think that love is lost
And all we are are our mistakes
God I'm fragile, and that's why I been losing faith
Feels like I'm drowning
I'm barely hanging on
Feels like the weight is way to much to hold
And I don't wanna break down
I don't wanna break down
I find it hard to pray
Cause I don't wanna break
No I don't wanna break down
I don't wanna break now
I find it hard to pray
Cause I don't have any faith