Bill Waves - Raptors Lyrics

I made 50,000 off of pounds before
But I miss bein kids and drawing dinosaurs
I ignore the scores I'm sure I'm for what's mine is yours
I'm secure if your obscure then your what I endorse
Theres so much more to my allure to see what I endured
I hate my face I hate my voice but see my rhymes adored
I always got more
You'll need some rest to kick it exes still trickin need to get these bitches exorcisms
Need to listen my vivid mind is a prison I sit inside but there's visions Im driven by that Im gifted
Living by this Im wishing for inner guidance from systems that I beat to win in time
Yea the river widens Im drifting
Missing signs but I'm in and the dinners mine that I'm sinning to eat
There's no time to be sitting by with the stench of police
There's been a rise from that William with Villain eyes
Almost killed him a million times but I'm still alive in the feast
It's still inviting I lie to see friends that died in my sleep
I'm still divided the sign of a gemini in between
It's given all I did was push the famous Point Breeze cat
Since giving all the kids in my neighborhood Supreme caps

I used to believe in a true love til I went on my own
I believe that drugs wanted my soul
I believe I got something to show
Their not seeing me fold
I believe in what's coming I hope
I believe

Believe that shit
F*ck all that bullshit
Anybody who thinks you cant
Anybody who thinks you wont
I know what the f*ck Im here for and nobody's gona tell me who the f*ck I am

I don't know if this bus is running I hope it comes please
I don't know if this buzz is coming I hope it numbs me
At least I can see what I gota do it's been hard for me
To watch my mom plead with God and lose
Everyday I either choose the evil or the angles
Everything I do is at a steeple or an angle
It's lethal what I came through a blessing disguised
Use the stars to count my blessings at night
Through the dark now I'm pressing my eyes
So realize its from the heart see I used to think it's weak at the party's
To pour drinks and listen to all the games and everyone acting fake
Like their missing all their brains I'm ready to back away
And they'll see how I feel I'll put my crease in this hell
And I don't care what you wear because I'll think for myself
I'm not here for the flare but I think you can tell
All the tears my peers bared at the sink in my cell
I'm sinking I fell
The drugs inked my cells
All the sales and the drinks with the pills
I can feel it today were in pursuit of the health STRONG
Just like the smell of Hailey's perfume in the mail when I was in jail gone

I used to believe in a true love til I went on my own
I believe that drugs wanted my soul
I believe I got something to show
Their not seeing me fold
I believe in what's coming I hope
I believe

I won't ever listen to them
I'm gona live forever with this shit
I'll never miss that bitch again and slip or struggle pay rent shit
I'll never miss how I lived
I DID THIS SHIT BITCH

All I ate was shit from my commissary
Nick said he started seeing shit up on solitary
I've been buried in the stress but were good now
Overlook the town we can finally look down