Bill Waves - Forever Be Kings (feat. Grip) Lyrics

It's been hard to see the end in mind
It's my life sometimes I think of ending mine
Red and blue lights sirens and signs a racing head at night
I'm dead this time if I don't try to fight I think my heads the price
You better not die mom
But I can't I tried
I got a better life now
I don't know why I can't cry
I don't know why I stand by
Or why I ever stood by
I always thought it's lies when they told me I did a good job
I never got a prize or been good I've been a problem since woodblocks
Stealing with my mom at the shop those skittles look good
Got the hood locked on pop rocks watch for that little crook
Stop
That little mother f*cker
That's Gary's kid
Then my dad would beat my ass so I'd listen but barely did
Dissing on every rich kid
Kisses from nanny shit I got a hundred f*ckin dollars to spend on me every Christmas
I'm Still wishing for the day to see these thoughts through my eyes
But all the shit I did it haunts me at night
I got wise to all the shit they said telling me my dreams won't survive
So I'm gona be the hero this time
Its no lie

I got them coming for the best of me
Testing me and my energy
Specially when I'm dreaming
The Recipes in my Pedigree
And they don't wana see me blessed
But Being blessed is my destiny
Beat my chest and I'll feast and leave the rest
We'll forever be Kings

We'll forever be kings
We'll forever be kings
We'll forever be kings
There's no testing me being blessed is my destiny

I'm up at 3am high as hell like a red eye flight
With this lead I write to shed my light like yoda do Jedi knights
Uncle was pedaling we was on pedal bikes

He said be better than
But we ignored advice to support a vice
It's sorta like knowing it's more to life but settling

For ghetto routine
Hoop dreams, spitting 16s or serve a few fiends
And do things, that don't represent the fact that were true Kong's
I bought some food for thought to the table, f*ck did you bring

Better be a letter g definitely for legacy and never see the day
That my daughters think any less of me
Preferably on a throne with a crown on my dome
And chesapeake with a plethora of accessories
I will forever be king

Forever be king
I worked so hard to get this far you
Ain't gon stop the kid from spreading these wings
We'll forever be kings
Forever be kings
And although we chasing cheddar never put that shit ahead of the team
We'll forever be kings

It's been hard to see this light of mine
Writing rhymes while up at night
I fight my mind telling me that I shouldn't try all the times that I might
But why am I so insecure in this life
And it's still funny I'm feeling these feelings now
There's no pill in my blunt to numb me
No feeling I could escape
Theres no stealing money or running from that building with that break
I spit that dope forget cocaine
Forgive Cobain and me
For doing that heroin intravenously
I'm painfully the greatest I think my city has ever seen
So may we forever be Kings
Maybe if I don't relapse
Maybe this times goodbye
Forget Haley she'll never be back
I'm one collapse from my last
I've been running fast from my past but not one more step I got hundreds
I'm back to last this time
I got the dream in sight
Most people are acting blind
I'm keeping hope in MFONES ghost sneaking on tracks at night
Last of our time last of our height last of our kind
Back from sweeping broken glass in our nikes
Running our laps to find were adding up the price I hope the new cats know
Better keep your sweaters snow caps and get through that cold
It's froze