I've been goin crazy hard
But wait
On a day this long I might go insane
I made it from the strife and pain to pave the way
Man all my life I've been brave
Different all my life I've been strayed like women all my life I've been laid
Spending all the nights I've been paid
Like sinning all the nights I've been saved
Just wait
I got a lot saved
On the page
Thank God my mom prayed
On my grave
Thank God I stopped killing pain with a swill and a pill and I'm Bill Waves
I'm swimming
Your still on the same wave
No wait
You kill it but your still my children
I'm feeling your still in the 8th grade
Hey wait
I'm still in a daze
I'm not phased
And I'm iller than aids
So they need to make way
Or I'll kill em today
Either way stain my ceiling with brains
And it could be Johns
Or it could be Janes
Or it could be mine
Or I could remain sick it's mental illness
I should've became fit to say I'm sane
But that wouldn't have made sense
Cus if I was sane then I couldn't have made this
I'm blazing quick my rhymes Hanous
I just wana sign to make my mom famous
I just want a dime
My dick by her mind
My Grip by her hine
To see eye to eye
Leave lies behind
I see why your blind
You see why I need to feast
While you die
Please I can see deceit by your eyes
You sleep while I sneak
Your weak I'm a sign
Been high
Til we could see light
With beats on repeat and X for each eye
Eat off the street
I'd be on the east
For weeks on to see I'm blessed to see God
Bet that we strive
It's deep I survived
The stress I need peace
I'll Rest In Peace fine
Your surprised I warned you
I scorch like Newport's to rest assured
I'm not normal
I'm bored with your shit
I'll bleed a pen that's for sure they need this I'll win
I was born on course
At fourteen in forces
Fast forward to see how I live
All I see is my sins
It's hard to see what I did
That's all I'm on for to track on hard
With Xanax bars I got scars for
All I stuffed in my car hart
All that punk it got hardcore
I just hope that my car starts
I just know I got bars for em
The days are long
I'll be on hard til they play my songs
That's what I got my calm for
It's been cool
Through the mold that I bend so
I don't have shit to lose
And you don't know where I've been so
You don't know what I've been through
I never lack this is proof
From the end where
I never had shit to do
I'm facts if you asked
You rap that's too bad
Your ass
I'm back in my 412 Cap