When I turn off the mic I go back to my normal life
I don't have friends so I pretend being alone is what I like
I know half the people hating on me wish they had my life
Swear my past was so dark didn't know my future would be bright
Yea I hated myself
Don't think nobody could tell
But instead of seeking help
I destroyed my mental health
Telling no one how I felt
I was so afraid to fail
I went from being unconfident to breaking out my shell
I'll be whatever you want me to be
Can't control all the things people say about me
If I could breathe under water I'd hide in the sea
I know who I am don't care what they believe
I'll be whatever you want me to be
Can't control all the things people say about me
If I could breathe under water I'd hide in the sea
I know who I am don't care what they believe
No point in me explaining why I am the way I am
I can match whatever energy I never gave a damn
Only one person on earth I'm scared to beef with Uncle Sam
You know healing is a journey and I promise you I am
I hated myself
Don't think nobody could tell
But instead of seeking help
I destroyed my mental health
Telling no one how I felt
I was so afraid to fail
I went from being unconfident to breaking out my shell
I'll be whatever you want me to be
Can't control all the things people say about me
If I could breathe under water I'd hide in the sea
I know who I am don't care what they believe
I'll be whatever you want me to be
Can't control all the things people say about me
If I could breathe under water I'd hide in the sea
I know who I am don't care what they believe