BigTreeBlueLake - Nothing (For U) Lyrics

I'm so afraid of what I might do
I play their games and I jump through her hoops
She says I'm someone but

Im just a thing you didn't need
But I wasn't broken so you picked me up
Don't wanna fade away but my conscious is stained and ill never say
'Cause it's just a matter of time til you upgrade my shit
For what? (for what) (for what) (for what) (for what) (for what)

Someone who's better now
Better looking too
Maybe more confidence but you'd just say "oh that's not true"
Maybe an optimist
With some exuberance
Oh I think I'd need a steady back to be who I think you need who I think you need

I'm just a song that's never complete
The track plays and prolongs so you turn me down
I just want to be more than that noise that rings your ears and punctures
Your drums, the song the song that sings for you and makes you curl your arms against me

How does one make one see
What they perceive to be as
Maybe a puzzle piece that fits but the color's all wrong
Maybe I'm the illusion
Living in disillusionment
But maybe i'd show you what you need if you let me, if you let me

Remember when you said to me
"I miss you babe"
That f*cked me up

Attention gained but
It stipulates
On my clear thoughts, they dissipate
'Cause of you

Bring in that man
Take me out of
The picture dear
It seems so clear

Im not afraid
Of what ill do
Ill do nothing
For you