I hate when i think of you
You've crossed my mind a time or two
Your infectiousness has left me so confused
Its not that i hate myself
But i dont like anyone else
Thats why its been hard to forget you
I try not to overthink
Contemplating complicates
All the ways im feeling right now
If its my time
When will i die
I know I've tried
So why cant i cry
Emotionless or am i dead
These quick sand thoughts sink in my head
They stick themselves and im feeling unglued
Empathy's no longer here
Disassociates my fear
Things that scared have become unclear
I try not to overthink
Contemplating complicates
All the ways im feeling right now
If its my time
When will i die
I know I've tried
So why cant i cry