Cupidsadealer Video (MV)

Memoirs and metaphors (let em fall)
I write em' down n press record
And I, bet you wonder what I do this for
So much energy expended on eulogies, our unity, is gone
Fact is, the newer me is strong
But when I fall I wish I still had you to talk about it all
Can't build, on broken walls
When the ending calls it calls
Till we pick up
I just wish we picked up where we left off
On, rainy days, I like to pace, and stare outside my window
Watch the leaves shake, and feel the kiss of wind blow
Upon my face, knocks me straight to yellow note mementos
Wish these moments could be owned but they're just brief and only rentals, but
Simple
Things like this
Help me grip on to the belief that maybe God exists
Cuz ever since you left
I've been smoking spliffs
In the basement of my rents
Blowing o's of regrets up through a vent
Perplexed with, why I called it quits
Its, had me stressed
Walked around with heavy legs
An emptiness up in my chest
Effects of depression on my flesh
Yes I know I have to let it go
So I laid one down like this so I could let it rest

Damn, where does time go?
Like I've been living' with a blindfold
Looked in the mirror and realized that I'm old
And Love is lost, but I only grow, and life goes, on
Sing this song...

I wonder if love is love
Or just a drug?
Too much of anything can kill ya, stay up
Late nights, I know you scared of heights
But when you fall baby everything's alright
We got us
I wonder if love is love
Or just a drug?
Too much of anything can kill ya, stay up
Late nights, I know you scared of heights
But when you fall baby everything's alright
We got us

Us?
Us wasn't enough, our love and trust
Came to an abrupt ending
Interrup-ted
By plans from up above
But why discuss what could've become
Or hold a grudge?
Cuz, we don't even keep in touch

But umm see, I'm still asking this question
I know we had a connection
Was it fated or random selection?
Separated, I battled depression
And strangled aggression
WROTE IN ALL CAPS FOR THIS SENTENCE
Just to capture my essence

Tested, a right of passage and lesson
Of life, learned, still breathing
Now while class is in session
Make sure I manage intentions, when perception is tempted
Cuz' the devils been working since serving Adam apples in heaven
(Time to check in)

Back to the present
Traveling with damaged baggage
See I have no direction
Invested to, rapping with manic and passionate methods
And peeling back the bandage protecting
All the tension been wrestling

And I'm sorry Ms. Jackson
I know you expected
More than a saddening ending
I mismanaged your precious
So if I'm bad at expression
Come off as, passive aggressive
I hope you know I'm just venting
Or perhaps I'm reflecting

Now that you've gone away
Our flames, no longer ablaze
And I miss the highs we had, but the lows keep me awake
And the love we had was real
But we must go our separate ways
(Until another day)

I wonder if love is love
Or just a drug?
Too much of anything can kill ya, stay up
Late nights, I know you scared of heights
But when you fall baby everything's alright
We got us
I wonder if love is love
Or just a drug?
Too much of anything can kill ya, stay up
Late nights, I know you scared of heights
But when you fall baby everything's alright
We got us

You got me
Tripped up
Over
Trippy love

Can't rehash what we had
But I'll be back
I believe in love, so I will relapse
Relax...
Who's next?