Biggzel - Venting To Myself Lyrics

I rose up like a flower know this shit hurt my heart
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
That pain real, expressing through the mic bout how my pain feel

Venting to myself about my problems, that shit hurt my heart
I know that nothing lasts forever, I'm just playing my part
I done made mistakes inside my life, so I'm just tryna play it smart
I felt the vibe, they don't think my time coming, just sit back and watch
A hundred days, A hundred nights, man, I been all on my own

Swear I get deep up in my thoughts and I just wanna be alone
If they weren't there when I need them, why would I pick up the phone?
Wish I could go like back in time and unmeet niggas I known

I swear that all I think about is how they did my dawg
If I was there, I swear I would risk it all
Still can't believe how they did you, wish your murder was false
If I'm up and my man on his ass, it's entirely my fault
Uh, ridin' round town, I'm tryna go bin
But I had to stop what I'm doin
If a nigga outta line, I'm losin' my mind, safe to say that I'm heavily influenced
When I be smokin' that za, I be way too high, my body ain't got no fluids
You f*cking with, anybody i don't f*ck with nigga we into it

I took so many L's, I'm sick of losin', I can't wait to win
I'm losin' all my loved ones, man
I can't name a friend Been holding grudges with my father
He ain't say, sorry, I can't make amends
Chips on my shoulder, all this pain, man, I don't recommend

Venting to myself about my problems, that shit hurting my heart
I know that nothin' lasts forever, I'm just playin' my part
I done made mistakes inside my life, so I'm just tryna play it smart

I felt the vibe they don't think my time coming, just sit back and watch
A hundred days, a hundred nights, man, I been all on my own
Swear I get deep up in my thoughts and I just wanna be alone
If they weren't there when I need them why would I pick up the phone?
Wish I could go like back in time and unmeet niggas I known

Bro keep that Tommy like ghost, nigga
I ain't f*ckin' with broke, bitches
If bruh tryn play, we wipe nose, nigga
I rose up just like a flower, you know, nigga