For days I been wide awake
Tried my best to find a way
So many times I cheated death just to end up throwing my life away
How did it go this badly
Told myself no it cant be
You said you won't be happy
But you ain't as lonely as me
All that shit you said was cap
Shoulda' knew it was a trap
Lost a girl i never had
Lost a girl a never had, yeah
I feed off the pain it's comforting
You used to talk shit and comfort me
Woke up feeling like it's not a dream
Woke up feeling like it's not a dream
This was so contridicting lost track of time
Smiled at you laughing I'm past you I'm fine
Said it's not over but something's not right
I know this sacrifice cost me my life
All that shit you said was cap
Shoulda' knew it was a trap
Lost a girl i never had
Lost a girl a never had, yeah
I feed off the pain it's comforting
You used to talk shit and comfort me
Woke up feeling like it's not a dream
Woke up feeling like it's not a dream
This was so contridicting lost track of time
Smiled at you laughing I'm past you I'm fine
Said it's not over but something's not right
I know this sacrifice cost me my life