RED Video (MV)

Where you at? Are u drunk? Who u f*cking right now?
I'm faded and high as f*ck, i just wanna find out
I just want my soul back, it's too cold and i can't fight now
I just wanna go back, can't unsee the things that i saw
You know i go crazy when i see you in red
You know i can end it but i need you instead
I won't even die cuz all this time ive been dead
Said a lot of shit but i cant f*cking hit send
I don't know why i love it so much whenever you f*cking torture me
Everytime we kiss i see shit then blackout and can't see the older me
Seems like you wanna watch me die that's why you hate to see the sober me
But somehow that turns me on i don't know why you have this kind of power over me
You been on that freak shit
Summon that demon and unleash it
Even when i do more it seem less
You seen all of it, i'm missing pieces
You got me f*cked up
You know i go crazy when i see you in red
You know i can end it but i need you instead
I won't even die cuz all this time ive been dead
Said a lot of shit but i cant f*cking hit send
I don't know why i love it so much whenever you f*cking torture me
Everytime we kiss i see shit then blackout and can't see the older me
Seems like you wanna watch me die that's why you hate to see the sober me
But somehow that turns me on i don't know why you have this kind of power over me
You been on that freak shit
Summon that demon and unleash it
Even when i do more it seem less
You seen all of it, i'm missing pieces
You got me f*cked up