BIG LAX - Honestly Lyrics

Told her that I want her in my life no modesty
She thought it was comedy but it was honesty
She don't want to follow me won't make her follow me
I'm better off without her if I'm speaking honestly
I don't got my shit together and I don't know when I will
I wanted to be together so there's someone else to deal
With all of my emotions cause it's hard to take the weight
But I think that shit's unhealthy and I had to say it straight

Honestly, I can't say that no ones as hot as me
Honestly, I'm just another SoundCloud wannabe
Honestly, I care bout others way too constantly
Honestly, I shouldn't care if I'm an oddity
Might have lost my place and statement
F*ck the steps that need retracing
Stray from greatness, be complacent
Settle for a decent placement
Wish I had someone to face this
With me but I'm too evasive
And there's never been a basis
To put someone else in stasis
I don't want to drag another person down
At least it'll only be me that f*cking drowns
And in the end I might just be the one whose just a clown
But at least the ones I love'll be ones that I'm around
I might suffocate
Suffer for another date
Bluff until I make some cake
Then get called out for being fake
Honestly, I just don't want to be alone
But I'm too scared to put another person in my zone

Told her that I want her in my life unconsciously
I know I wasn't thinking but I know that's honesty
She say that she's fond of me and now she's wondering
Why all of a sudden I'm speaking so honestly
I don't got my shit together and I don't know when I will
I wanted to be together so there's someone else to deal
With all of my emotions cause it's hard to take the weight
But I think that shit's unhealthy and I had to say it straight

Honestly, I need help with the shit I'm pondering
Honestly, I left I the path and now I'm wandering
Honestly, I just wanted to do what smart for me
But honestly I don't think I proceeded cautiously