The Big Homie - Just Like That, Lyrics

Even though that you're not here
I'm still looking for your presence
Your so lost and can't be found
Like those times I now resent
I'm staying up
Late at night
Pretending I can hear voice
Though I wake up in the morning
Swear to God it's not my choice

My heart beats

It pumps and pumps
Without a care if I desire it to
It's just a matter of time
Be'fore I go die too

They don't know how much it hurts
Got blood all over my t shirt
Had to break off from my concert
Promised them that I will not deterr

I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
It's pouring out all over me
This can't be a good sign for me
The message is clear, and I can't breathe

I'm choking, cause all I got's a voicemail
To get me through the day
No, it's not too late
But I'll just follow the cliche

And just like that, you're gone
Leaving me with all the wrong I've done
Knowing you did not condone
I can't apologize no more
I take a step up to your grave
Get to close, my knees will cave
I'm so ashamed, with all these tears in my eyes
My souls enslaved

It's not a game

I'm sorry
I yelled and screamed
Without a care
How could I dare

It's just not fair
I feel impaired
This ain't what I stand for
To be all emotional though I was never
Now I'm not approachable
Can't be delusional
This is not optional
Have to be rational
Got to be sociable

Years after you've passed
I think I get how you were treated
Not a day goes by that I don't think about you, or your missing pieces
There's not a rhyme in the world I can use to describe what it's like without you
It's like a noose on my neck, and I feel like I gotta let loose

Constricting
The snakes are swarming around me
I'm being framed like a Marquee
Losing sight of my reality
I scream
Where were you
When I needed you
Taking a nap in the living room
And now you're up there in a place
I cannot reach you

I'm losing sight of you
In lieu I'm going coo coo
Just like that f*cking kazoo

I wish that I could see you
It tears me up inside
To know why
I was afraid
Kept dreaming all the damn time
Didn't get my chance to say goodbye
That's why I'm screaming tonight

And just like that, you're gone
Leaving me with all the wrong I've done
Knowing you did not condone
I can't apologize no more
I take a step up to your grave
Get to close, my knees will cave
I'm so ashamed, with all these tears in my eyes
My souls enslaved

And just like that, you're gone
Leaving me with all the wrong I've done
Knowing you did not condone
I can't apologize no more
I take a step up to your grave
Get to close, my knees will cave
I'm so ashamed, with all these tears in my eyes
My souls enslaved