You need to understand the difference between living and existing
Both are equally terrifying
It's easy to see that I don't want you anymore
But it's easy to feel like I have closed to many doors
Can you be what is real? Or did i leave that at my show
What is this i conceal? Yeah that's my heart I f*cking know
When you see me I heal, cause I know I have f*cking grown
Not a lot but I mean, there's no more hopping on the road
When you feel what I feel, I know you dropping like you on
Some more drugs in this scene, F*ck it i'll be on my own
I noticed
Ain't nobody open
To themselves
Or the thought that they might be their f*cking selves
Ain't it easy to see that ima be my f*cking self
I'm open
If you f*cking noticed
I can free yourself
Free'd myself from everybody that don't want me no more
You know I already deleted your number
It's easy to see that I don't want you anymore
But it's easy to feel like I have closed to many doors
Can you be what is real? Or did i leave that at my show
What is this i conceal? Yeah that's my heart I f*cking know
When you see me I heal, cause I know I have f*cking grown
Not a lot but I mean, there's no more hopping on the road
When you feel what I feel, I know you dropping like you on
Some more drugs in this scene, F*ck it i'll be on my own
I don't feel like I've ever been myself around you anyways
Anyways
I feel like i'm fading every time I see you shaking anyways
Anyways
It's easy to see that I don't want you anymore
But it's easy to feel like I have closed to many doors
Can you be what is real? Or did i leave that at my show
What is this i conceal? Yeah that's my heart I f*cking know
When you see me I heal, cause I know I have f*cking grown
Not a lot but I mean, there's no more hopping on the road
When you feel what I feel, I know you dropping like you on
Some more drugs in this scene, F*ck it i'll be on my own
It's easy to see that I don't want you anymore
But it's easy to feel like I have closed to many doors
Can you be what is real? Or did i leave that at my show
What is this i conceal? Yeah that's my heart I f*cking know
When you see me I heal, cause I know I have f*cking grown
Not a lot but I mean, there's no more hopping on the road
When you feel what I feel, I know you dropping like you on
Some more drugs in this scene, F*ck it i'll be on my own