OUTDISTANCE Video (MV)

Sitting there playing pretend I was just thinking were you ever a friend
Watching how things end Nothing but a cavity closer to a dead end
This morning I woke up dead inside Forget what I said
Time is going faster Damn it's already November
Climbing up the tallest ladder Half the time I don't remember
When I find a goal I try to hit em Don't have time for extension
While you're caught in existence When I try to outdistance
You looking for assistance I'm not the one bitching
I'm not the one switching up Got to the point that I never gave a f*ck
Always ask myself why does life gotta be tough And who do I gotta trust
I just wanna kill myself Or could work on my mental health
Y'all sending mixed messages Got myself buzzed from multiple beverages
My heart had an impact And now it's damaged
Got me hurting deep inside While you're tearing off my bandage
I don't get it I don't understand it
How people can be pathetic And so acidic
Now I feel affected Could be a little pessimistic
In a certain way For now I need to outdistance myself away
Today It's too late to say sorry I'll be okay
So don't you worry Now I'm slowly learning
Took some punches while I'm growing Don't know what to do
Got me so upset Y'all got me revolting
But I gotta push through