BURIED ALIVE Video (MV)

Truth be told, I'm sick of living in this world
I'm picturing my girl and she pregnant with my son
We living in a house on the hills close to the sun and surrounded by no one
My job was well done, then I remember the truth
I remember the fact that I'm stuck here wasting my youth, chasing my dreams for some cream and some loot, but is it worth it
I ain't perfect
But God give me a purpose
Cause now I'm feeling worthless
Put me in one of your churches
And then I got saved, but f*cked it up by sinning in life
And getting enraged, but I can't help it, it's the devil in my spirit so I
Promised to God that with that devil, i'ma make sure these motherf*ckers can feel it
So tell me what to do, I'm being careful how I move
I'm counting down my blessings on my stool
I try to give it to God
But the devil try to pick me apart
It got me thinking why I'm living so hard
What type of games is being played and how's it going down
It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now
Is you with me or what
Cause dog I got this stick in the trunk, and truthfully thinking about giving it up
What type of games is being played and how's it going down
It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now
Is you really gon' ride cause I feel like I'm ready to die, cause living life feel like I'm buried alive
Some say that I'm cocky or I'm arrogant, not humble enough
But y'all really don't understand that I'm the one in the front
I never get recognition or thanks from my peers, but when I speak on how I feel
Nobody wanna hear my tears, like my feelings don't matter
I work so hard and all the people around me treat it like that's what I'm supposed to do and it's expected
But when I do the same to them
I'm an asshole and everything I say neglected
Forget it
Feel like a dumb pet
I'm the leader of a team and I ain't giving up yet
But I'm tired of feeling like
I'm the only one who can sell a f*cking record or a ticket
Sometimes I think I'm better off quitting
It mess with my mind, feel like I'm wasting our time, and my dream is to rise with my team full of guys
So then I carry the load, take my feelings and bury them slow
They probably hear this and keep carrying on
What type of games is being played and how's it going down
It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now
Is you with me or what
Cause dog I got this stick in the trunk, and truthfully thinking about giving it up
What type of games is being played and how's it going down
It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now
Is you really gon' ride cause I feel like I'm ready to die, cause living life feel like I'm buried alive
What type of games is being played and how's it going down
It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now
Is you with me or what
Cause dog I got this stick in the trunk, and truthfully thinking about giving it up
What type of games is being played and how's it going down
It's on till it's gone, then I gots to know now
Is you really gon' ride cause I feel like I'm ready to die, cause living life feel like I'm buried alive