From Benjamin to y'all man
Dear, Mary Jane
Today marks the day where we partin' ways
We used to party, but now I can hardly think straight
Wish I could say that it was you
But nah, it's me, babe
I mean, for pete's sake
You've over taken my brain, and while some people say
That it's okay, it's not, I'm in a different place
My path isn't the same
As it used to be
Usually, I'd be in school, thinking bout'
What you would do to me
Relationships you are ruining
But I was using you
Cause I was through with me
Now look at me, struggling to stay sober at 17
Is this the end of me
Nah, nah
Benjamin isn't finished
And as our flame diminish
I wish that kid could witness
I over came it, I did this
And I may be a bit unrealistic
But when I'm looking back
I hope I can say i fixed it
So today, we breaking up
Good day, but these mistakes
I've made plenty enough
You made me feel okay
But okay isn't enough
I wanna be great, but
You stumping as of late, f*ck
I'm running at my own pace
And hoping nothing go to waste
My old ways
Would smoke, and go home, and slowly fade the pain
It made me drift away
To a different day
The way it paid
Gave my bank give major hate
Can you
Tell me what the difference is
Between killin' and Switchin'
Cause when I'm killin
I need independent premises
Benjamin's in Genisis
Can't pretend this isn't
The sickest, sick as shit slick
That's in the mint condition
And as you walkin' out the door
I fall upon the floor
Boards would fall in, cause all of my nogging joggin' with you
The weight made it complicated cause we dated a few
And mistakes I made, I never hated on you
( Can you please )
Go on and live your life
Pretend you dont live twice
Put down the spliff
And wish your misses over tonight
Wish he would know sooner
The end of it's evident
Sincerely yours,
Your friend Benjamin
(Benji)