Big Aluminum - Who Was She and How Bad Did She Hurt You Lyrics

You look up from the rhythm of your heartbeat
To tell me no one has confused you more
You just can't seem to find that in between
It's either love or war

You smile as I brush a hair out of your face
Everything seems to be falling into place
Looking back I have never felt more content
Can't help but wonder how that went

No I never meant to fall
And I never meant to take you with me
Cause the landing's all the same
And it's not ever gonna change
Nothing went according to plan
But I'd rather you hate me than not understand

I hear you crying into the pillow through that shitty bathroom door
I question my choices in the mirror
And I'm sure you question yours
But even if we say all the right things
It doesn't mean we can prevent
The future and all it's inevitabilities
It's money wasted but time well spent

No I never meant to fall
And I never meant to take you with me
Cause the landing's all the same
And it's not ever gonna change
Nothing went according to plan
But I'd rather you hate me than not understand

And if you say you don't want to hurt me
Then at least sharpen my knife before you slit my throat
And if you say that you don't want me to care
At least make sure I have a comfortable chair
At the bottom of that swimming pool in nowhereland
Where I'd rather you hate me than not understand