Big Aluminum - I Swear This Never Happens Lyrics

I'm scared that what we have right now
I the best that we will ever get
Maybe we're not meant to be happy
But we are not meant to regret
All the things that make us human
And all the things that make us wet
So just remember to lock the front door
When you put out that cigarette
Most nights I have trouble remembering
But tonight is one I won't forget

Maybe I'm just nervous
Girl I promise this has never happened before
And I know you don't deserve this
But I'm pretty sure this shouldn't be a chore
Shouldn't be a chore

You're just a trip that never takes off
Held back by student debt
You know it's never what you wanted
A lot more empathy than sex

Maybe I'm just nervous
Girl I promise this has never happened before
And I know you don't deserve this
But I'm pretty sure this shouldn't be a chore

And it may feel like hell to you
But to me it sounds just fine
You're in the middle of the room
When two freight trains collide
And you may make it partway through
Before you throw it to the side
But I love the controlled chaos
And the way
The way it makes me feel inside

You looked me in the eye
As you met me at the door
I said I still love you like crazy
But I'm not in love anymore

She said I know this might sound crazy
But it really doesn't phase me anymore
And I know I don't deserve this
But you're doing us a service
Cause I'm pretty sure this shouldn't be a chore
Shouldn't be a chore