Big Aluminum - Choke Lyrics

You can't leave your mark on this world
Without the world leaving it's mark on you
And it's hard to speak your mind when your voice shakes
But it's what you have to do
If this is it then how will I
Make you the bad guy in my mind
And if not spent hating you
Then what will I do with all my time
But I'm not interested in
A washed up
Watered down version of a love
I was expecting for the rest of my life

Some days you love me
Some days you don't
And that painting hanging on my wall reminds me
Of your hands around my throat
As you watch me choke

If I never break then how will I
Know just how far I can bend
And you know it doesn't matter whether it will matter in the end
It matters now
And for now it always will
Cause I'm lost
And you're hysterical
To bounce back now would truly take a miracle,
But I've prayed for worse
And you've prayed for worse

Some days you love me
Some days you don't
And that painting hanging on my wall reminds me
Of your hands around my throat

Cause you're the drunkest of drives
Home from the time of our lives
And you're that one final crash
That left us dead on impact
Now all we're left with are the memories of a bitter past
I was always sure we'd have time to get back
But we'll never have time to get back

Some days you love me
Some days you don't
And that painting hanging on my wall reminds me
Of your hands around my throat
As you watch me choke