Bidziil - To my first love Lyrics

Listen
This song
Right here
This song is to the girl that
That really made me who I am today
So
If you're hearing this
If you do get this or not
This song is for you
I'm missing the way you looked at me
I'm missing the way you talked to me
And I missed the way you confessed to me
At first it was a dare
Until you told the truth
About how you really felt
In front of me and my friends
But I was just a kid
I didn't know what to do
I didn't know what to say
But I went with my gut
And it knew what to say
I said f*ck it let's date!
And I went with it and I'm glad I did
Cause after that you fell for me even more
And I proved that I was not another bore
Cause after that you told me how you felt
You really cared for me
And you really loved me
For who I was
And after that I fell harder for you
Cause you were the first
To even care for me
And to even love me
And I'm glad that I met you in my life
I'm so glad I met someone like you
If I had chance to go back right now
I would start over with you
I'd gladly take that chance
And not waste another dance
Over and over and over again
Until I'm finally immune to the pain
Of seeing you leave my side
And seeing you show up one day
With another guy
Who was kind of uptight and not like me
I'm sorry if I'm being an asshole
I'm just really speaking my mind right now
Cause it helps me let these feelings go
It helps me throw away
Any past mistake
I made when I was with you
Even though it's overdue
Cause even though we've been through
But even though we're through
I'm glad to have you as my first love
And I would never change that
I would gladly take a chance to start over again with you
And I mean that with all my heart
But my heart can't feel no more or give no more
So I'll put that on my life
Thank you for making me who I am today