Bidiqueen - Please Lyrics

Please don't leave me here
I'm holding your hand saying please
Please don't leave me
I'm holding your hand
I'm praying again
I'm losing my mind
This can't be the end
Oh please!

That phone call will make your heart drop
All our memories in my head they running non-stop
Shocked in denial with no tears I still can't believe it
I'm calling and texting your phone looking for relief and...
Your last voicemails on repeat got me slowly grieving
My heart bleeding, I'm freezing and life losing its meaning
I can't find sleep at night, staring at the ceiling
So I made friends with Benzo, said he can get me dreaming
Waking up is the nightmare got me facing my demons
The pain's creeping, I'm wheezing, I swear these pills are teasing
Now every time I'm thinking "f*ck it" you're my only reason
See they left it all on the court, Wayde it's your season!

I feel the pain your eyes
I hear the words unspoken
You keep it all to yourself
But I can see you're broken
Can't tell them how you really feel
Cause they don't understand
Black picture, broken heart... praying hands

Please
Please
Please
Please don't leave me
I'm holding your hand saying please
Please don't leave me
I'm holding your hand
I'm praying again
I'm losing my mind
This can't be the end
Oh please!

You look so helpless
You look so pale
This life is senseless
This life is hell

Look, see life will humble you but death will make you wiser
When I look in the mirror I see a survivor
Back to back losses R.I.P to my loved ones
Believe me the scars you can't see are the worst ones
In and out of funeral homes like a mortician
Exposition then disposition it's tradition
Living while being alive is the mission
We only passenger on earth it's a transition
Yeah life hits but I'm built to take the next blow
I said it best I rise, I stand, I learn, I live, I grow
They say I'm cold but I swear I got a heart yo
I talk about the pain a lot maybe that's all I know

All the trips to YUL don't feel the same now
I've been sitting in my room thinking "damn how?"
I coulda woulda shoulda but it's too late now
Every time I get a call I'm like "who's dead now?"

Please
Please
Please
Please don't leave me
I'm holding your hand saying please
Please don't leave me
I'm holding your hand
I'm praying again
I'm losing my mind
This can't be the end
Oh please!

You look so helpless (you look so helpless)
You look so pale (you look so pale)
This life is senseless (this life is senseless)
This life is hell (this life is hell)

Sky, Wayde is watching over you
KP, Kirk is watching over you
Jed E, dad is watching over you
And 7Up, mom is watching over you
Dad, they're all watching over you