Started from the bottom, no one believed in me
I had to hustle everyday, had to grind just to eat
I had dreams of being great, but the vision wasn't clear
I was lost and my thoughts had a face on my fears
Through the pain and the struggle, I kept on fighting, mama
I found strength in my pain, I found hope in the light
Every setback was just a set up for a comeback
I'm living proof that you can make it from the bottom
The streets was my classroom, the teacher was my struggle
I learned how to survive, I learned how to be a leader
I had to keep my head high and keep my faith in God
I had to stay true to myself and never pretend to be someone I'm not
Keep chasing your dreams, don't let anyone bring you down
Stay true to yourself and let your heart be your crown
The road to success is never easy, but it's worth the fight
I gave you everything, how could you walk out the door and leave me
Lost three of my homies, the one that hurt me the most was B
But I heard that scars heal in time
I just pray to God that I get one more time
I gave you everything, but when you left, I just lost it
I know people don't give a f*ck about you
I gave you everything, so everything we built, we lost it
So I had to start lying to myself like you was coming home
In the darkest parts of my thoughts, where my control seems to slip away
I find comfort in the motion, that it's okay not to be okay
Days blur into the nights, my mind faces uncontrollably
I'm fading, I'm slipping, yet within a story unfolds
From this cold heart of mine learned to take flight
To spread my wings wide and soar into the night
A break from my own mind would just be fine
A moment of peace, a breath, I'm letting healing begin
It may take time, but I'm finding beauty in the storm
See The order and chaos, so what's my new self form
For in the heart of destruction, in a mind of chaos, where we feel most alone
Lies the seed of our strength , waiting to be seen for a determination
So I'll embrace the struggle and noise with my mind
And with the struggle and melody, I'll find
I am doing just fine, even when I feel flat on my face
In the beauty of the chaos, I'll find my way